This was written n posted in 2012. I think. Reposted today coz I made amendments hahahaha...
Six years on, n I'm still trying to figure out, if life will get simpler. Always hopeful, forever in denial...always think good, forever dreaming...I need to simplify ME. Just last week, my 2nd dotter said, "Mummy, can u pls stop thinking of others, n think of u first." Wow...I do that? And I've been bragging all these years that I love me first n foremost. Bluueekk....In my dreams, maybe :p
Looking back, yesterday...conceded my stand to assist a dear fren close to my heart in his hour of need.
Looking back, last week...said "yes" to a close family member, when I really wanted to say NO.
Looking back, last month...gave way to another dear fren's request just bcoz he was fretting that I dont do enuff as his fren
Looking back, last year...buried everything I feel like doing coz it was exam year, PMR n SPM, for 2 of my gals.
Looking back, yesteryears...it's always been about him, about them, about her, about evryone. Sometimes about me. But mostly everyone else but me.
Yes I know....why cant I stop caring? I read this on Twitter once "Dont ask why people keep hurting you. Ask yourself why dont you stop caring about them" @AmandaAdriani H.E.L.P....????
